happy bday mum!!!!!!!!!!!!

There are plenty of people that I admire for their personal, professional, and spiritual lives but I think my mom is the only person who really qualifies as my true hero. She is an amazing woman who has always battled the odds of life wonderfully and is today a strong, confident, vibrant woman of faith and perseverance. She is actively pursuing her dreams for herself. Her prayers covered me for many years when I was too lazy to pray for myself . she is always a ready listening ear and yeah not to forget she continues to bear all my silly pranks :P .she's the one whom i luk upto in all my distressed moments to my happiest moments,a real treasure of my lyf !
luv u mom !!!!!!!

life is all about balance :)

I am an all-or-nothing personality, there seems to be so little balance in my way of being that sometimes I need to consciously rethink my actions. Often, my energy and thoughts are so focused on one thing that I feel burnt out or overwhelmed.I have come to realize that the way to inner peace is balance. The best way to get something done is to just stop working on it for a while... just like a day full of hard work is nourished by a night of deep sleep. Balance allows a person to release those frustrations of every day living. Nature is a perfect example of this. Day flows into night in a never-ending cycle. Summer transitions into fall, which slowly prepares for the winter. Emotions work in similar ways. Happiness and sadness, effort and relaxation, excitement and quiet, work and play... all of these emotions allow our lives to be full, complete and in balance

i once was lost

If you are anything like me, your keys must drive you nuts. I am a hopeless case! Worse, there are several sets of keys to contend with. It would seem, indeed, that the keys as well as the keyrings are all after me and my quest for normalcy
Every time I enter my room, I vow to put them in the same place all the time. No matter how hard I try, they seem to have a mind of their own(wat can i do...), which tells them to play hide and seek with me on almost all the days of the week! or shud I betta call most of the times in a day itself , be it the hrs when I have to jus rush to write my test or the hrs when I have to go out for a lovely dinner . when they get lost I call them to ask ‘how’s it going?’ They never answer, but I always find them finally !!!!! after my really long search (yeah it sometimes extends to hrs ) and see my key smilng and saying i once was lot......

Or perhaps I am

If I were a month, I would be: October
If I were a day of the week, I would be: Thursday (I think I enjoy anticipating weekends more than I enjoy weekends themselves)
If I were a time of day, I would be: 12:30 am… best time for viewing stars and getting perspective
If I were a sea animal, I would be: wet
If I were a direction, I would be: away
If I were a piece of furniture, I would be: something chunky and pine
If I were a liquid, I would be: rain
If I were an emotion, I would be: nostalgia
If I were a vegetable, I would be: corriander
If I were a sound, I would be: silence, with crickets
If I were an element, I would be: water
If I were a place, I would be: somewhere you could only get to on foot
If I were a material, I would be: linen
If I were an object, I would be: an amulet
If I were a body part, I would be: skin
If I were a facial expression, I would be: unreadable
If I were a word, I would be: quench (just because it’s so damn fun to say)
If I were a subject in college, I would be: ANYTHING but preparation for a standardized exam

hmm here goes the first post cheers !!!!!!!!

Happens often that thoughts keep overflowing when I sleep... one thought got over and I knew what it was and then there was the following thought that I thought I wanted to think about next. Strange that even when I am asleep I am able to decide in my mind what I want to dream about next...We remember some dreams and forget others. What is intriguing, though is how the events in a dream are interwoven and interrelated to the experiences of our life and our inner desires. Sometimes they take us through the loveliest journeys we can only imagine in reality and sometimes they confront us with those bitter truths we never want to face with You know how you can right-click on a web page to see the source code? Last night I had a dream in which I saw the world that way. I could look around my ordinary surroundings, and see the html behind all of it that determined the size, color, and shape of things, how far apart they were from each other, and so on. It was kind of fascinating and kind of... disturbing.I don't know what browser my brain was, though :P


So when i decided to create this blog for me and my friends I thought of putting into it all those fantasies and fears. and when I look back some day and read them I will know whether i was able to achieve those dreams....And if in my entire life I am able to achieve even one dream I have constantly dreamt about then I would consider it all worth!open eyes.