Wednesday, December 13, 2006

hooray!!!!

Hooray!!! Yippie!!! Exams are over,FINALLY. BLAW today was fine, hope I was on the right track. Semester 1 was over, 18 weeks in BITS, was indeed fufulling. With every week filled with assignments and tuts, time fly past real fast.
I want to go on a giant shopping spree today to reward myself for having survived a nasty awful semester! lolzzz(Outlet stores would involved, and some italian food too... ah, lovely.)so TATAAA

Monday, December 11, 2006

analogy b/w repwri n es lolzzzz


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hehe i jus finished writin my "es-1"(electrical-sciences) exam nd have to go about writing another one" rep wri " (report writing ), and i thot of redesigning one of the chapters of rep wri (lolzzz es-1 seems to have a real lastin impact on me)
In this chapter we discuss the characteristic of a few electrical components and compare it with the human ego. In this chapter we discuss as to how each component behaves when placed directly across a voltage source. In real-life this voltage source can be any person who has immense knowledge in a certain area. So basically we here discuss how various human beings with varied levels of ego react to a knowledgeable person.
(i) Capacitors & Inductors: In theory, Inductors and Capacitors do not have ego. Which in other words mean, they do not resist to the flow of I (information). The process of accepting I stops only when they have knowledge (or V) comparable to the source. Such characteristics, helps them in building great amount of energy inside them. Though both can store a lot of energy in their life time, they can never aid the society by converting it into any other useful form. What use is electrical energy, when you cannot use it to help the society? There is a use. When a fully charged capacitor is connected across a load, it discharges the energy it has onto that load. This, in other words means that it starts imparting the knowledge it gained back to the society! This remains the only advantage of such components.Example: Most professors who keep educating a lot of students in their life, but do not use this knowledge in their research, fall into this category.
(ii) Diode: Interesting component. A diode could be a highly egoistic or least egoistic component depending on its bias. In theory, while being forward biased it offers no resistance, hence accepts all the information. But, when reverse biased, it blocks the flow of I completely, unless the voltage of the knowledge source is too high to break its ego! Such egoistic diodes are of no or very less use to the society. Even while being forward biased, since they have no resistance, they act like a connecting wire which cannot store any energy in it. In real life they are useless, unless you want to block all the information coming towards you!Example: People who think they know everything or at least think it is bad to accept that they do not know or understand things around them fit into this category
(iii) Resistor: Resistors are one of the most widely used components in any electrical circuit. They have just enough ego to block all the unwanted information and allow the wanted ones alone. Though a resistor cannot store energy like a capacitor or an inductor, it can always use the I(information). Any application where energy conversion is required a resistor is used. The light bulb we use or the water heaters that we use are all using resistors ability to convert the information into useful energy.Example: People who has good listening ears and also a sound mind which can think and use the information that they have gained fit into this category.
So what are you? A diode, a Resistor or a Capacitor?

Blah! Blah! Blah!

"Imagine looking into a mirror and seeing two different reflections. It could be simple, in one reflection your hair is short and the other it's longer. Or in one, you've got a floral print top on, and in another, solid blue. You must be dreaming, right? This kind of thing doesn't happen in waking life. But it is happening, and it's impossible to get a sense of who you are. What do you do? How do you know which image in the mirror is really you? Perhaps step away and see how you feel. Sense inside yourself, and see if there are two realities there too
i wonder ..............................................................................................................
neways when your creative flow feels like its kinda stopped and all you want to do is write, but you have nothing to say- what do u do? What's ur next step? Stop drinking? Start drinking? Listen to the silence and not the music? Watch your frns, their simple actions generating so much joy?!
I have been banging my head against a wall since i pretty much hopped on the blogger lolzzzz and i have no idea what's wrong w/ me...I am also sick of reading ppl's blog who talk about what they did for the day and how they feel for the day.. It's so BORING.. *yawns*That makes me more sick, i need spices and chillis to wake me up, think that will be a better choice..For goddness sake, although my blog is not so good, but ppl who write abt these boring stuffs pls buy a pen and a diary book instead k.. :P

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

happy bday mum!!!!!!!!!!!!


There are plenty of people that I admire for their personal, professional, and spiritual lives but I think my mom is the only person who really qualifies as my true hero. She is an amazing woman who has always battled the odds of life wonderfully and is today a strong, confident, vibrant woman of faith and perseverance. She is actively pursuing her dreams for herself. Her prayers covered me for many years when I was too lazy to pray for myself . she is always a ready listening ear and yeah not to forget she continues to bear all my silly pranks :P .she's the one whom i luk upto in all my distressed moments to my happiest moments,a real treasure of my lyf !
luv u mom !!!!!!!

Saturday, November 25, 2006

life is all about balance :)

I am an all-or-nothing personality, there seems to be so little balance in my way of being that sometimes I need to consciously rethink my actions. Often, my energy and thoughts are so focused on one thing that I feel burnt out or overwhelmed.I have come to realize that the way to inner peace is balance. The best way to get something done is to just stop working on it for a while... just like a day full of hard work is nourished by a night of deep sleep. Balance allows a person to release those frustrations of every day living. Nature is a perfect example of this. Day flows into night in a never-ending cycle. Summer transitions into fall, which slowly prepares for the winter. Emotions work in similar ways. Happiness and sadness, effort and relaxation, excitement and quiet, work and play... all of these emotions allow our lives to be full, complete and in balance

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

i once was lost


If you are anything like me, your keys must drive you nuts. I am a hopeless case! Worse, there are several sets of keys to contend with. It would seem, indeed, that the keys as well as the keyrings are all after me and my quest for normalcy
Every time I enter my room, I vow to put them in the same place all the time. No matter how hard I try, they seem to have a mind of their own(wat can i do...), which tells them to play hide and seek with me on almost all the days of the week! or shud I betta call most of the times in a day itself , be it the hrs when I have to jus rush to write my test or the hrs when I have to go out for a lovely dinner . when they get lost I call them to ask ‘how’s it going?’ They never answer, but I always find them finally !!!!! after my really long search (yeah it sometimes extends to hrs ) and see my key smilng and saying i once was lot......

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Or perhaps I am

If I were a month, I would be: October
If I were a day of the week, I would be: Thursday (I think I enjoy anticipating weekends more than I enjoy weekends themselves)
If I were a time of day, I would be: 12:30 am… best time for viewing stars and getting perspective
If I were a sea animal, I would be: wet

If I were a direction, I would be: away
If I were a piece of furniture, I would be: something chunky and pine
If I were a liquid, I would be: rain
If I were an emotion, I would be: nostalgia

If I were a vegetable, I would be: corriander
If I were a sound, I would be: silence, with crickets

If I were an element, I would be: water
If I were a place, I would be: somewhere you could only get to on foot

If I were a material, I would be: linen
If I were an object, I would be: an amulet

If I were a body part, I would be: skin
If I were a facial expression, I would be: unreadable
If I were a word, I would be: quench (just because it’s so damn fun to say)
If I were a subject in college, I would be: ANYTHING but preparation for a standardized exam

Friday, November 17, 2006

hmm here goes the first post cheers !!!!!!!!



Happens often that thoughts keep overflowing when I sleep... one thought got over and I knew what it was and then there was the following thought that I thought I wanted to think about next. Strange that even when I am asleep I am able to decide in my mind what I want to dream about next...We remember some dreams and forget others. What is intriguing, though is how the events in a dream are interwoven and interrelated to the experiences of our life and our inner desires. Sometimes they take us through the loveliest journeys we can only imagine in reality and sometimes they confront us with those bitter truths we never want to face with You know how you can right-click on a web page to see the source code? Last night I had a dream in which I saw the world that way. I could look around my ordinary surroundings, and see the html behind all of it that determined the size, color, and shape of things, how far apart they were from each other, and so on. It was kind of fascinating and kind of... disturbing.I don't know what browser my brain was, though :P


So when i decided to create this blog for me and my friends I thought of putting into it all those fantasies and fears. and when I look back some day and read them I will know whether i was able to achieve those dreams....And if in my entire life I am able to achieve even one dream I have constantly dreamt about then I would consider it all worth!open eyes.