As I lay down on my cot for the last time, thoughts of missing this place went through my head, missing the people and the funk life we had made in a kind of unknown environment:P
Good bye's can be difficult and heart wrenching. Sometimes they are even enlightening, a NEW beginning ( learnt a few hrs ago abt this fund from amongst the one i had to bid bye ); letting go of the old to welcome the new. It is the most difficult aspect of moving on. And i knew it will be too difficult for me to say goodbye goa and , so here i am ,writing to say goodbye to goa and my frnds too (will b meeting them in 10 ays but still ):|
yesterday as I looked around the circle we were sitting (certificate recieving ceremony in my workplace ) into the eyes of each one of them ( all my ps mates together for the last -last time ), I recalled special and unique things about each one, so I might burn in my memory their image. I knew we would meet again under different circumstances, for many of them are destined to ........
getting early in the morning and again seeing two of my friends departing , one with whom i used to share every happening of my PS starting from the morning walk to the evening walk ,
The other one always added so much fun to all the lacha sessions we had , the trips we all enjoyed those gen dinners at ginza (donno when it became our group's fav joint ), the beaches , the bus journeys , those night walks on highway ,the lacha sessions , and of course of all, all our weekend trips naa naa PLANNED weekend trips .....
I missed saying goodbye to a few probably (the beaches , the lush greenery , the highway,gsl ,the goa campus and some ppl too i guess :P)..was difficult for me and i decided not to .........
Was just thinking that "Why do we find that people leave our lives for seemingly no reason at all? "As we follow our self-enquiry, as we look inside and learn about ourselves we begin to vibrate at a different density. It is our initial vibration that attracted people into our lives in the first place. It is like we cannot touch those who do not move in the same direction as us. The emotions you have are a positive reflection of the relationships you have developed with the people you've managed. I realize it won’t be the same once you are gone, but unless you are moving far away, you will be able to stay in touch with some, if you chose to do so. Others will simply slip away and the best thing we can do is to let them. For when one person slips off our screen another can enter and we can draw towards us new people who do resonate with us and who do bring a new energy into our lives. It is these people that we now attract and it is these that we can now not only receive from but give to. With them we will grow, open new doors and explore new heights.
I would say bye-bye to all those to whom I didn't and say keep in touch that's it ...
rest is destiny ........
2 comments:
yeps agreed saying goodbye is extremely difficult. Whether it's just saying goodbye to people you've come to live with for the summer break, or saying goodbye to people who have taken a different path from you in life, it isn't an easy thing to do. This is an important time to remember that, especially during college, situations and relationships can change as often as on a week to week basis. There is SO much growth in college that sometimes people can grow apart. Although it can hurt, remember that every relationship is an experience that will help you grow, and will help you learn more about yourself
I think I am sounding like a moral science teacher now
time to leave
anyways as usual a post which forces you travel into depths :)
hehe even if u do sound like my msc tchr u have the right to :) okay !!!!
n u really sound so mature here :P
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