Walkin through ......

WALKIN THROUGH .........
I stopped and thought for a moment, as I was just enjoying the sounds and smells of a lovely early morning out of my window , the rain drops on the leaves on tree branches,"This is bliss. There is no where I would rather be right now, no one I'd rather be with than myself, nothing I would rather be doing than working on this project." I was filled to the brim with joy.
The lovely rains when I used to go out for my early morning walk LOL . walkin d same route seeing the same things but still noticing something different about them each day as I strolled through . I wish I had brought my camera (isn't that always the way?). Walkin adjacent to the tree line on a highway , how perfect ) It used to feel so mystical at times and I swear when I used to breath in the cool bits of air I felt so charged somehow...
This road so tempted me to go for a bike ride , i have always loved drivin early mornin n here i had pleasure of having drizzle + cool breeze +awesum road woowwwwwww
I have always cherished all the times of walking down the road singing random songs together( though sounds a lil crazy naa ) , which is always a lot of fun so much more fun it wud have been on a highway early mornin, i so missed my sweet sweeter n sweetest frn circle ,when forget singin i had to walk without even uttering a word (n for me a gal who ppl hardly find wid her mouth shut jus imagine ... how difficult it wud have been :P)
There were ppl around ,some ppl used to b engrossed in thr personal discussions , some were quiet , some2 had always to go on a horsewalk :P , @ times some tried keepin pace wid me n my tortoise walk atleast i think thatway that they tried so tat i dont feel left out or mebbe they themselves were not able to keep wid tat horsewalk :P,but whatever it was it used to b nice tryin to keep up wid the speed :P ..hmmm yeah thr used to b moments once in a blue moon when we did cared to share jokes n ( which added colors to the monotonous walk) , had arguements too :D ohh how much i luv falling in arguements u know ;) , discussin some of the most unimportant things :P n i have to keep a hold on my philosophies for thr used to b a voice now u dont start up wid ur philosophies plz lolzz .....Well not to forget all ppl were very chivalrous in this grp i had to walk wid which i really appreciated, for thr were occasions i neva expected a paticular kinda behaviour from these ppl but came as a surprize :)
enuff of praises n complaints abt the grp!!!
a law of life :u can never have all your fantasies full-filled so some wishes unfulfilled on highway wud again add to my list of desires unfulfilled list ..neva mind
Having the scorchin sun stream in from the outside, n walkin miles seeing the fast flowin traffic fled away , walkin through the filth scattered round the street which we had to n had to cross - pathetic life , everythin seemin so wretched so grey n gloomy ,3-4 menial bars leavin u totally pizzed n frustrated , i donno frustration abt y u had to cross through tat street or abt the ppl who came in picture or about jus the idea tat "life is not a cakewalk "....donno ...... i really shed tears believe me or not on the thought tat i have to walk this road for 50 days, every second person i used to talk to i found myself cribbin about the harsh journey ......these were some of my first experiences of tat road but later i donno but things moulded altogether to assume a new shape


It used to b quite awesome to walk in a climate controlled environment it used to b so pleasant njoyin the lovely rains n walkin down , feelin of walking above traffic [:P], having no sun stream in from the outside [:D] , n about the street i started discoverin smilin faces bearin innocence yeah lots of kids used to b thr n u know kids can bring a smile to ne1's face ,the temple used to catch my attention n not the bars , the content life n not a life widout all luxuries used to sorround my thoughts when i had a luk at ppl seemin satisfied n kinda happy [:)]

i wud share one moment when in evenin as I walked hostel from the bus stop a couple of distance away from the campus, a persistent drizzle began to follow me. The drops fell hard. They felt like icy little pellets on the skin. . Instead of comfort, it brought me distress i donno y .I quickened my pace, though the prospect of getting drenched again did not bother me that much.As I rounded the corner into my campus, things looked brighter! And it caught me by surprise. The dark clouds that covered the lowered half earlier were not present above the hostels in my campus. There were beautiful, fluffy clouds moving fast away from me. The effect was dizzying.
I stopped for a moment and turned around. Yups, the dark cloud still loomed behind me and the tiny watery beads kept falling just feet away.I could almost hear my great grandmother, “They say that if it rains when the sun is out that a witch is getting married…”

I m so goin to mich all these experiences i had as i walked the road the lonely road :(

Even though I don't know where I'm going on this journey that is my life, I feel so, so grateful that I've added more passion into my life. There is still so much I want to do! So much I want to learn creatively, so many things I want to try, but I just feel so grateful and sure that I'm heading in the right direction. Not knowing where I will end up is unnerving...sometimes it's downright scary. But knowing that I'm going somewhere, that makes all the difference to me.