Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say goodbye. I really really hate goodbyes :(
I tend to keep people at a distance and only let a select few get close. Even those few far away, for now we only see each other a very few times. Distance is always there( be it 100 steps or 1000 steps ... i always view distance in terms of steps u know ). I suppose it is comfortable. No one overly close. Not a strong possibility of disappointment or pain. It scares me sometimes.
Have you ever been in a crowd of 20 people you adore.. or received lots of phone calls in one day.. and still feel lonely? i did ....
Worst still, have you ever come close to getting whom/what you loved, and pushed it away?
Does it make sense that you would push something away that you quietly yearn for? And yet, you seem to have no control over it.. as though the self-defense mechanisms are operating on their own.. and you have absolutely no say in the matter..........
PS: friendship day ...so many msgs ,and lots of long fone calls after long tym :P n max no of buzzes on gtalk
get togethers but thr was an emptiness i went through......
2 comments:
hmm distances are necessary but then is that not a line of exquisite sentiment, a delicate and charming observation, a perfect truth? . And yet their sole charm lies in the circumstances ...from the anxious expectancy of getting together again....
may be true tat its the craving to meet or not the overwhelming dependence on some1 .....whatever still discoverin abt tat but one thing for sure tat i distances are a must .......agreed
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